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Too Rye ay
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The Celtic Soul Brothers
More please and thank you
Introducing the Celtic Soul Brothers and featuring
the
strong devoted,
Ladies and gentlemen, would you now please take
your leave.
Because we've sat back looking and nearly been
took,
even been scared but now I don't care and I'm
telling anyone who'll listen.
I've seen what's on show and now there's no
more to know
'Cos I've been there, I've been seen there,
I've seemed it, dreamed it,
Beened it, schemed it.
Excuse me please, you're standing in my space,
So step aside, now your time's up.
Come on my friends, I would now like to propose
a toast-
To the strength I see that's surrounding me
and those who've cared,
Oh yes, I've been scared and I'm telling anyone
who'll listen
I've seen what's on show and now there's no
more to know,
Oh I've been there, I've seen there, I've seemed
it, dreamed it,
Schemed it.
You see I know this to be true,
Now would I lie to you?
And I'm not waiting for approval from you
We're coming through.
More please and thank you.
Let's Make This
Precious
Pure, this must be, it has to
be.
Pure, let's make this pure,
(Do you mean it?) Yes I do,
(Then let's sing it) Certainly,
but
First bare your hearts and cleanse
your souls
(And then?) Let's try and make
this precious, like this.
Let's make this precious.
We're striving over here
(Ever nearer?) I think so
(Visions clearer) of course, of
course.
But still we must forsake all
to win
(All temptation?) everything (for
salvation?) now you're talking
Then let this apply to all we
do
(And then?) Our striving will
guide us
And somehow I think that we'll
win.
Let's make this precious,
First let's hear somebody sing
me a record
That cries pure and true.
No not those guitars. They're
too noisy and crude.
The kind that convinces refuses
to leave,
There's no need to turn it up.
If it's pure I'll feel it from
here
Let's make this precious, (I think
we probably will)
Let's make this precious, (I think
we probably will)
All in All
Oh, what's the matter?
Oh no. It's no better.
I've been thinking it out and
it still gets no better,
I'm here singing this out and
these thoughts get no fresher.
All in all I'd say things have
turned out good,
you still don't smile at me but
then I never thought you would.
You don't waste time on praise.
Do you sir?
But you should be proud to be
sure.
No sir. It's still no better oh
sir, I thought you meant better
Your experience will teach me
no more lessons.
From lower down you just seemed
so much better
All in all I'd say things have
turned out good,
you still don't smile at me but
then I never thought you would.
You don't waste time on praise,
when you could.
Or just tell me something. anything.
good.
Oh no look it's still no better.
No no these thought are no fresher.
You see tenderess is the asset
here lacking,
but won't you join me in this
one last wild waltz,
just once again in the one last
wild waltz.
Anduici tú mé san damsa fión
Anduici tú mé san damsa fión
round and round, and round and
round...
round and round, and round and
round...
Anduici tú mé san damsa fión
Anduici tú mé san damsa fión
Jackie Wilson Said
Jackie Wilson said it was reet
petite
I kind of love you
Yes it knocks me off my feet
Let it all come down
Oh let it all come down
And you know I'm so wired up
I don't need any more tea in my
cup
Let it all come down
Oh let it all come down
Now watch this
Toodle langa langa Toodle langa
fang
Toodle langa langa Toodle langa
fang
I'm in heaven
I'm In heaven
I'm In heaven when you smile
And when you walk across the street
It makes my heart go boom boom
boom,
Let It all come down
And every time I stop to think
about It
Well little child you simply make
my day
Let It all come down
Oh let It all come down
Toodle langa langa Toodle langa
fang
Toodle langa langa Toodle langa
fang
I'm In heaven
I'm in heaven
I'm in heaven when you smile
Old
Old have memories to keep all cold away. What is that you say? No sense
to dwell. Old, are you ridiculed and fumed away, No attention paid? I thought as much. Yes and the dumb patriots
have their say, Only see their way. Nothing to sell. And worse from us, so obvious, Preposterous, when you think
of the time that each has spent. Words heaven sent and truly meant to show Old, may I sit down here and learn today? I'll
hear all you say. I won't go away.
Plan B
You've always been searching for
something
But everything seems so so-so
Tightly close your eyes
Hold out your hand
We'll make a stand
Forget their plans
and their demands
PLAN B
They're testing you - but don't
worry
PLAN B
This week I'm strong enough for
two
I'm coming
I'm running
I'm burning
I wouldn't sell you anything
It starts off just joking
and then they stop talking to
you
and that's the worst thing of
all
The worst thing of all
Whispers more than loud enough
Try to make you feel not good
enough
Try this
Don't believe your eyes
Hold out your hand
We'll make a stand
Forget their plans
and their demands
PLAN B
Bill Withers was good to me
PLAN B
Pretend I'm Bill and lean on me
I'm coming
I'm running
I'm burning
I wouldn't sell you anything
PLAN B
Hold on to me
PLAN B
No don't be nervous. Just trust
in me
I'm coming
I'm running
I'm burning
I wouldn't sell you anything
I'll Show You
I'll show you them now, those
boys without cares.
Who'd swapped dirty pictures and
talked during prayers.
They grew up with wisdom they'd
stored from "those days"
Nobody told them to get in they
must change.
I'll show you them now. Come with
me and
I'll show you them now.
The teachers laughed with them
class idiot style.
After all they weren't their kids
so why should they mind.
Boyish good looks held the wrath
back a while.
Then they were drummed in and
thumped in and soon left behind.
Alcoholics, child molesters, nervous
wrecks and prima donnas
Jilted lovers, office clerks,
petty thieves, hard drug pursuers.
Lonely tramps, awkward misfits,
oh anyone of these.
Mortgaged up families looked at
first too mundane.
But it's funny how with help all
the lucky ones changed.
Some of them couldn't, there had
to be more.
Music, I dunno, films, something
special perhaps.
I'll show you them now, come with
me
And I'll show you them now.
It's so hard to picture dirty
tramps as young boys.
But if you see a man crying, hold
his hand, he's my friend.
If these words sound corny, switch
this off, I don't care.
Nearby he's still crying, I won't
smile while he's there.
Nearby he's still crying. I won't
smile while he's there.
Liars A to E
Nobody tells you. You end up knowing
Bad habits: you should sleep alone
Open to suggestions, is that the
way you feel?
'Cos you're the voice of experience,
every word
You choose sweet stolen info'
you must never lose
Until you're so secure in your
habitat familiar
But you won't want from me
There's nothing else to see
Try smoking your own and don't
look at me.
No need to explain it, just order
dresses
Bad habits: you really shouldn't
keep.
Quick nip next door to the vendor
of charisma
Because the time, the place and
the mood is right
And good old Kevin'll be all right
Here comes ''His Soul" get your
pen and notebooks ready
But you won't look like me
You'll never think like me
Try smoking your own and don't
follow me.
No need to explain it. Just order
dresses
Bad habits: you should sleep alone
Open to suggestions, is that the
way you feel
Until I Believe
in My Soul
I'll need tonight to sit and think
about this
Think what to do.
I'll take some strength to banish
hollow sorrow.
Hollow sorrow's nothing new.
Just enough strength to last until
tomorrow
Until I believe in my soul.
Tonight I lost sight of all purpose
Despite all this trickery you
told me was right.
I was such a good boy I let you
hold the door
So kind, so nice, where's my prize?
(That's all there ever is) Oh
yeah yeah yeah?
(That's all there ever was) Ah
you must be fucking joking.
(The same for everyone) Oh yes.
Yes yes.
Would you repeat that. Break it
to me gently,
Stand over there.
Oh I know I was an arrogant boy
but I let you hold the door
Oh I was kind. I was nice, where's
the prize?
And I'm on the train from New
Street
To Euston. I'm going out to Harrow
again
And I'm trying to get the feeling
That I had in nineteen seventy
two.
Oh but you're going too fast for
me here,
I'm saying, wait a minute there,
wait a minute there
Hold it, stop! Let me get this
clear
(That's all there ever is) oh
yeah yeah yeah?
(That's all there ever was) yes,
yes. ha ha ha.
(The same for everyone) Oh yes.
yes. yes.
You see I know what this is, I
know
What's going on here, this is
just the difference between . . .
It's the battle between the body
and the soul. The spirit
And what's needed here. . .
What I intend to do now is I'm
going to punish my body.
I'll punish the body to believe
in the soul, I will punish
my body, until I believe in my
soul.
Come On Eileen
Poor old Johnny Ray Sounded sad upon the radio, he moved a million hearts
in mono. Our mothers cried and sang along and who'd blame them. Now you're grown, so grown, now I must say more than
ever. Go Toora Loora Toora Loo-Rye-Aye and we can sing just like our fathers.
Come on Eileen, I swear
(well he means) At this moment you mean everything, With you in that dress my thoughts I confess verge on dirty Ah
come on Eileen.
These people round here wear beaten down eyes Sunk in smoke dried faces they're so resigned to
what their fate is, But not us, no not us we are far too young and clever. Remember Toora Loora Toora Loo-Rye-Aye
Eileen I'll hum this tune forever.
Come on Eileen, I swear, well he means Ah come on let's take off everything,
That pretty red dress Eileen (Tell him yes) Ah come on let's, ah come on Eileen, please.

Don't Stand Me Down
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THE OCCASIONAL
FLICKER
No, I don't want sympathy, I just want somewhere for these sins to go Compromise is the devil talking
and he spoke to me
He mentioned something of moving in, I conversed once with him and yes, he related to me how
necessity is evil's mother He has no father, only victims weak or strong. I hope this won't take long
I
was right the first time, I'll put it right with thirst now
Well, you might say I'm trying to redeem myself and
in a way I think that's true, but I'm just trying to bite off more than those that chew more than I do
You could say
that I'm a bitter man and once again, I think that's true, I witl remain so until I better those that know more
than I do It kind of reminds me of that burning feeling I used to get What? You know, that little problem
I used to get What, are you still getting trouble with this? Yeah, not all the time or anything Like it was? Yeah,
sometimes Are you sure it's not heartburn? No, it's definitely not heartburn It's just a little matter of a burning,
a little matter of a burning nature It's not arson, it's not arson It's OK it's my problem I'll deal with it myself
THIS IS WHAT SHE'S LIKE
Well, you know the kind of people
that put creases in their old Levis? Sure
The type that use expressions like tongue in cheek and send up? Indeed l do
I don't like these kind of people
No?
May I state here and now,
but I can't help thinking,
all the time Im thinking of her
What's
she like? In time, in time
Let me put it another way Please do.
Welt, you know how the English upper classes
are thick and ignorant and not used to being with people? That's true
You're familiar with the scum from Notting Hill
and Moseley, the C N D ? Sure
They describe nice things as wonderful
She never would say that,
she's
totally different in every way
What's she like)
In time, in time
Tell me, what's she like?
Come
again?
Tell me, what's she like?
In time in time
Well, this is what she's like
I would like
to express myself at this point
Go ahead
(VOCAL)
Bill, you know the newly wealthy peasants
with
their home bars and hi fis?
Eh, I'm not sure actually
You know, the ones who parade all their possessions
and put fabulous and super in each sentence7
Oh yeah, I know the ones
Well I don't really like these scumbags
May I be clear on this point. Sure
She's not a bit like that
No, nothing like that
What's
she like?
In time, in time
Tell me, what's she like?
BilI, I'm trying to tell you
Oh well
I'II tell you what she's like
given half a chance
I will make this clear
just what she's like
I'II
present a picture of what she's like, you'll be in no doubt as to what she's like But listen close. Listen close now here
Come on, are you gonna' tell us what she's like or not )
Oh yeah, I have every intention.
I'll tell
you now, listen
(VOCAL)
Go on,
VOCAL)
Go on,
Do you get my drift?
Oh yeah,
I'm starting to get the picture
Well listen, I can expand on this if you'd like
Yeah, if you would
(VOCAL)
Oh, I see, I see She must be something )
Yeah, she is.
Well how did all this happen
Just all
at once really.
The Italians have a word for it
What word what is it?
A thunderbolt or something
What,
you mean the Italian word for thunderbolt)
Yeah, something like that
I don't speak Italian myself you understand
No
But i knew a man who did
Well, that's my story,
the strongest thing I've ever seen
KNOWLEDGE
OF BEAUTY
I've often thought about
the men where I came from
and times ago
Their sons, these
days, are found
in US and Britannia care
And as I think about,
In my mother's eyes I look and see
the story there It's a knowledge of beauty in these days rare
Go west, go west young man, west of hollow words and
all that lies there
Go west, I'II sing an air
for all the previous
wild black curly hair
For
what use is anything
If I don't have the wisdom and warmth
of my past generations
If I need strength
to take bad on,
I just look back to
where I came from.
I look back where I came from
I've
had respect, money and love,
I've denied my beautiful heritage, gone away from my roots and come back home again
I
gave away my individuality
and listened to the "now" generation, when really I'm not one of those
But love
has brought me closer to the truth and right now, I couldn't be any closer
To love your father is a fulfilling thing
My national pride is a personal pride
ONE OF THOSE THINGS
You know, recently I was thinking I
was thinking about one thing and the other and music crossed my mind Yeah? Yeah It occurred to me to switch on the
radio I wanted to hear some music
So I turned it on, it was Radio One, Sid Jenkins on the air He had synthesizers
and soulful guises, I think you know the type of thing - Sure. it was alright It was OK ? I'm not lodging any
complaints or anything, there was just one problem What was that? It all sounded the same You mean it all
sounded similar? I mean it all sounded the same
Anyway, so I started asking around, you know. I started making
a few enquiries, just putting out a few feelers Yeah? Yeah. I had a word with a couple of so called socialists
on my way, and during the course of our conversation I put to them a question, I said: "How do you feel about Ireland?"
Ireland? Yeah, Ireland That place, it's just across the sea Oh yeah, I know the place Well they said: "We're
for Sandinista, Cuba's militia, the P L O, M.P.L.A, Afghanistan and Babylon" They went on and on and on and on. And
I said: "Alright, Alright, but what do you think about Belfast?" And what did they say? Well, their replies were
various but they all had one thing m common. And what was that?
They all sounded the same You mean they
sounded alike ? They all sounded the same
Well, that's about the size of it, what can I tell you? You tell
me. I dunno, It's just one of those of things What you mean one of 'those' things? Yeah, one of those things
LISTEN
TO THIS
I was thinking of a compromise when I saw the beauty in your eyes, it heightened something in me so I'll say
so, You were always near to me and thoughts of you will stay with me until the day I die
You were standing
next to me in '82 and '83 in all that time I barely proved I loved you Well there's nothing wrong but the
wrong in me you were everything you were meant to be
Now I just want to say this to you Listen to this, Iisten
to this, I love you, I love you
Did you know that I loved you from the start You didn't care about my
words and why should you? You didn't know that all the time I loved you so
I love you, I love you
THE WALTZ
Don't stand me down, or around, for
I'll never stop saying your name
I was the one who came rushing to see you believed in your strategy, followed your
course Around this time, yes, I came near to remorse, I never quite did, of course But then, things were no worse
And you were the one I was waiting to see, believed implicitly, but I never took tea I was aIways in doubt about
working it out, hence my reasons to shout
were in permanent doubt
It's all changed now
Now, though
it seems I am losing, it's not true. And though it seems there's confusion, it's also not true
As if I
could not see believed implicitly in the tales of the British democracy How I swooned to the stories of Royal
victories, but the books of history were fairy tale stories But, never one to doubt and not first think about, I
restrained all my doubt, now I'm working it out. Your good sister, it seems, is nowhere to be seen, they don't
talk of Kathleen, things are not how they seem
There's no beauty any more
Now, though it seems I am losing,
it's not true And though it seems there's confusion, it's also not true You say wait but some things don't
wait any more Well, I've been to the promised Land I've been there I've also been down to the bottom and looked
up from despair
Now, though it seems I am losing, t's not true Now, though it seems there's confusion it's
also not true Some things won't wait any more
Don't stand me down, or around, for I'll never stop saying your
name
Here is a protest
Lyrics for "One day I'm Going to Soar"
*The lyrics might be different to what you hear, this is done
intentionally and really has nothing to do with me getting all old and being hard of hearing...what?*
Now
Well it was way back in the 40's from the western part you came, and in them rocky fields of Connacht our ancestors were no more than slaves, but once we knew higher things and that comes out in you, your tearful voice, your natural grace and your sad Irish face. ATTACK ATTACK Oh I know that I've been crazy and that cannot be denied, but inside of me there's always been a secret urge to fly, You see I dreamed about things, the brightest things, I know(I know?) You know what I mean, Cos in my youngest years it seemed to me that anything was possible, (I got to,you got to) We all got to do "our" thing now, I got to make a life that's right for me, (I got to, you got to) Everybodys got a different role now, one thing I got
to say to make you know," I love you so". I was
always dreaming of some way(Some way?) that I could be(you know?) Another look, I knew his style of some life fantasy, and though i did not make my dreams come true, I did the best that I could do, (everybody say) (I
got to,you got to) We all got to do "our" thing now, I got to make a life that's right for me, (I got to, you got to) Everybodys got a different role now, one thing I got
to say to make you know," I love you so". I got
to go... I got to go... We've got to go... I don't want to go... WE'VE GOT TO
GO!!! I wanna go..no? I don't wanna go! WE'VE GOT TO GO!!! YOU'VE got to go! Oh alright then....
Lost
If I think about young childhood days and how things used to be, I
always think about the summer they're my favourite memories, I was always dreaming about something, about how my
life could be, Full of music, girls and clothes I dreamed about beauty, and it was good but there was
always disturbance in my mind, pretty soon it was obvious that I was lost inside, I was so lost, I was
lost inside I was so lost, I was lost inside, but I tried to hide it from the world and all of my family, I
could not exist in the world, like there was something wrong with me. (but now you've grown and you understand how
things are meant to be and it's time you stopped the dream and faced up to reality) I AM so lost, I'm
lost inside I am so lost, I'm lost inside, I dont admit this to the world what would they think of me? Cos
when I show them that I'm soft they take the piss out of me, I am so lost
ME
There's
something wrong with me, people don't respect me, don't seem to like me no, they want to hurt me so, There's
something wrong with me, I can't let no-one see, I pretend I'm ok until I find my way, Cos if they
see that I'm weak I know what they'll do to me, They'll only hurt me and I know that they will take her from me, I
mustn't let them know, I mustn't let it show, They'll take the piss out of me or talk down to me, and
if she sees she'll know, cos If I'm weak she'll go, Well I know what I'll do I'm gonna be someone, and
then no-one can put me down cos I will be number one, ^^cor this is alright, I like this, alright, how's it
going? what's happening? Yeah!, no I'm alright, Is this it? It's empty man, there's nothing here^^ and
They will all want from me, and everyone looks at me, but they wouldn't know my leave or even speak to me, and
now all these people are depending on me and that man who was my friend, I think he's robbing from me, I
don't know where to go, I don't know who is friend or foe, I can't handle this, I don't want to handle this, what
the fuck happened?
SHE GOT A WIGGLE listen She got a wiggle,
she got a wiggle that makes me melt, the problem is that I don't know if she even likes me, She's such
a woman, she's such a woman, she's all I need, and I'm the one who loves her so, and now you know, and here I go, I
love her face and her soft brown hair, and the poses she strikes when she's standing there, she is woman
and I just want her, and in her mind she says; (I'm mad about you) She's mad about me She got
a voice that's soft and moist, caresses my ears while heightening my senses, sexy and warm and tender,
I like it, She got a wiggle, she got a wiggle that makes me melt, but I'm afraid to let her know, that
I'm the one who loves her so, I love her and in my mind she said(I'm mad about you) She's mad about me. but
it's only a dream Got to make this real. (Can't live without you) Do you know what I mean? (I'm
mad about you) She's mad about me but it's only a dream She got a wiggle, she got a wiggle that
makes me melt, and I'm somehow gonna find a way to make her love me.
YOU
You
know I thought I was lonely, I was wrong, and you know I thought that I was needed, I was wrong, I didn't
know what needed means, I know what lonely means now that I know you, I'm so in love with you and I don't
know what to do
Hey you know I thought that I was lusted, I was wrong, Right now it's on
a whole new level, don't you know, I can only put that down to you, but things are sane for me now that
I know you, All I think about it is YOU, and I've got to have YOU
Hey you know I thought
that I knew women, I was wrong, and you know I thought I knew about beauty, I was wrong, don't talk to
me about trivia, I'm not in the mood, My hearts so numb from hurting the hurt is all for you, and now
I know what real love means, I've got to find out those who try to usurp me, I know that there will be
many, I've got to keep my eyes peeled, will you ever love me baby?
The only woman on earth
I want is you, I will never give my heart to anyone but you, I love everything you do, and I've got to
have you, I would If I ever had you baby, You know I told you that I was happy, well baby I was lying, You're
the only thing I care about and I'm sitting here and dying, you're my dreams and thoughts and prayers, you're everything
I want, You're more than my idea of beauty but in an obsession, and now I'm gonna wait all soul for me,you'll
be so happy baby, Just you wait and see, put all your trust in me, I've got to get you onto me.
THINKING
OF YOU
From the darkest part of a lonleyness of a torn and troubled man, comes a desperate
need to own you, in every way I can, for while you were gently growing up in this green and pleasant land, I'd
already by then forsaken myself, I was setting up my sham, I'd describe myself as a wanderer, but you know that's
not what I am, and if you stand beside me we'll go lower than I planned, because all my life I'm thinking
of you.
I'm thinking of you all the time, I'm thinking of you when I go out, I'm
thinking of you with all my heart, I'm thinking of you without your clothes, I'm thinking of you and when
youre dressed up, I'm thinking of you with your legs crossed, I'm thinking of you and when they
are not, I think of you too I'm thinking of you, always thinking of you, when I lay down, I'm thinking
of you as I go to sleep, I'm thinking of you all through the night, I'm thinking of you and your lovely
body and just being with you, I want to look at you every night, and hold and caress you through the night, because
no matter what I do, I'm thinking of you, always thinking of you, So open your heart and let me come through, and
in all of our life baby I'll be thinking of you, So open your heart and let me come through, and in all
of our life I'll be thinking of you, nobody but you, I can't stop come on home Come on
back to me.
I'M ALWAYS GOING TO LOVE YOU
Oh baby
I really love you, I really do now,Oh baby baby, I got to say one thing(what's that?) I want you(Oh alright)
and for all time(Oh I see!)Yes Come over here my dear I've got something to say(What's that?) Do you know
how much I care? Do you know I'll always be here, I'm always going to love you (OK) When
I look at you baby, when I touch you(yessss,what?) oh it feels so good, Put your lips to my face(alright) Let your
sweet breath warm my face(mmm) I'm always going to love you(I love you too!)awwww!(I'm always going to love you) We're
always going to....... To be completely honest(yeah?) I walked into this part without thinking(what do
you mean?) I wasn't thinking(about what?) I'm so confused, I'm so confused (You just said to me that you
loved me?) I know I did(You said you loved me!) I know I did but I think I'm going around the bend now
we must end... (WHAT!!??) I'm sorry darling I don't think I can love you (You're not sorry!) I'm
really sorry I don't know how to love you (Kevin don't talk to me I don't even want to see you) (Kevin
don't look at me I don't even want to see you) I understand I don't know what's the matter with me Maybe
I'm incapable of love? I dunno, no? (Kevin don't talk to me I don't even want to see you) (Kevin just
Go Go GO!! I don't even want to see you) (It's like as soon as you got me you didn't want me, I was just your next
thing, now your off on some other thing,) No (I was like a challenge you just wanted to see if you could
get me to try and win me over) No it wasn't like that you were more than that, you meant an awful lot to me I'm
just mean (You are!) (Kevin don't look at me I don't even want to see you) (Just Go......Just.....GO) ok
INCAPABLE
OF LOVE
He's incapable Yes I hurt my woman and I really hurt her bad, I told
her that I loved her because I thought that's what it was, Well I didn't know what I was talking about, I'm
incapable of love. I'm learning now I won't do that again, I won't say those three words any more, (He's
just incapable of love) I find it easy too just talk but in reality (It seems that you're incapable) Yes
I know, I'm incapable of marriage and commitment and I'm sorry to say, (Let's hear you say it) I'm incapable
of love(He's incapable of love)
I'm good at using and hurting and finally leaving cos that's always
what I do(huh!) because really I want to be free, My light shines brighter I guess and I can see my life
shining right in front of me, The road to be free is inside of me. I find it easy too just talk but in
reality (It seems that you're incapable) Yes I know, I'm incapable of marriage and commitment and I'm sorry to say, (Let's
hear you say it) I'm incapable of love(He's incapable of love) I'm just incapable of love. (Stop
that you'll get honest, c'mon stop that you'll get honest, stop that yu'll get honest, You never even told me to try, I was
a challenge a test for your lie, nothing in you is lacking inside, what part of "please be honest" do you not understand?) No
no no no That's not so, I didn't want to let you go, I truely am sorry I couldn't commit, and that is the reason
I wanted to quit, I'm trying to be honest(OH YEAHHHH!!)Yeahhhhhh I'm just incapable of love Maybe I was
just born that way?, maybe one day I will be different?, (NO) Maybe one day I will be ready for a proper
relationship? I could try being committed again? (NO!!) Maybe we could try it again on a more
relaxed basis? Like an open kind of thing, what do you think? (No, I'm not going to put myself through
that again) You don't think so? I was just thinking if it was more relaxed less rigid, it might work better? (No,
It's all or nothing) I see....All?.....or nothing....? ALL?....or NOTHING?(YES) Do you have a view on
a more open relationship? I don't mean in a gay way (Fuck that I'm not stupid, You never even told me
to try, I was a challenge a test for your lie, nothing in you is lacking inside, what part of "please be
honest" do you not understand?) NO NO NO!!! (yeah yeah yeah!) NO NO NO!
Nowhere
is Home
I now know no romantic situation, no money, success, nothing, can make me
happy, no rose gardens for me, that's not self pity, no, that's the truth, yes, that's the truth, Nowhere
is home to me. You see.. I was born here of an Irish family, but that in itself is not enough for me, because
national identity wont fulfil me, I don't fit that kind of hole pigeonary, no, that is not me, that's just not me,
Nowhere is home to me. You see..... I don't know where I belong, I've been all over this great big world, I've
often thought there's a place where I could be, but it's a lie, it's a filthy lie, Nowhere is home to me. No
place in the country There's no town or city No I can hardly think for me It doesn't hold appeal
for me I gotta be what I believe I can't be anybody else I've just got to be myself Take
you Irish stereotype and shove it up your arse. Not what I want for me, I am a T bird that shit's not for me. and
now I'm going to be free.
I want to be everything, I want to be a man of my dreams, and
I can be a fucking stereotype, but it's lonely being here and living this fight, but, I won't give in, I will not
cave in, until I become free. I will become free I will become free I will become free
FREE
At first I didn't know how I would be without somebody loving me, Would I be lost inside? Then from finding out that we could not fix me, no-one can heal that part of me, I'm better off alone. I can't fucking wait to go outside and live my life, unless I'm free and then I'm going to be the man I'm meant to be,
They say(If you don't marry you will be lonely) Yeah (All good men raise a family) yeah, that's not what I see, In truth some of them they don't seem so happy, they tolerate their misery, well that is not for me. I can't fucking wait to go outside and live my life, unless I'm free and then I'm going to be the man I'm meant to be,
I'm free
Sometimes I think I should get some manogamy, I try and fit into society, just be like everybody, but i can never be the same as them, I don't want to be like them, I'm a man who must be free. I can't fucking wait to go outside and live my life, unless I'm free and then I'm going to be the man I'm meant to be,
I'm free
Why would I buy a book when I can join a library? It doesn't make any sense to me.
IT'S
OK jOHN-JOE
It's ok to be a private person John, It's ok, You have to watch for isolation
though, that can be dangerous, I don't show much of myself in life but in my music I tend to put it all in, It's
like I've got a need to get it all out of me, I can't be what anybody wants me to be, and neither can you, I'm
only learning to operate in this world, and you can too, I'm going to do it Johnny, oh I'm going to do it! I'm
moving towards that thing that's why I am here.
It's OK John Joe, It's OK It's ok John
Jones, It's OK, It's not the end of the world, it doesn't matter if I'm alone.
I do believe
in love Johnny, but I don't know anything about it, I know about depending on people, I know about controlling
people, I know about using people until I'm tired of them, That's what I've always done, at least I what
I used to do, not that I'll do it anymore, and I know about trying to get someone to love me as a challenge, and
then not wanting them when I have them, but real love? no, I don't know anything about that, I still believe
in love I just don't know what it is, not really, I've told people "I love you", many times, but I didn't
know what I was talking about, not really, I thought I did at the time, it's OK though Johnny, I'm glad I know this, Remember
what Marvin Gaye said; "Millions never will, they never will" He was discussing a different subject at that point, I'm
lucky to know what I know, and I'm sure loads of other people know exactly what love is, but when it comes
to me, I'm confused, needy, not thinking I need someone with love, Of course If I was totally at peace, and I'm
not, I would then be in a good position to love somebody, but If I'm depending on another person, then I'm in trouble and
so are they.
It's OK John Joe, It's OK It's ok John Jones, It's OK, It's not
the end of the world, it dont care if I'm alone.
Old and unhappy, I'm unhappy living like this, feeling
ugly and tired, Jaded inside, I've tried hard to make it better, I worked hard to find some peace,
but at best it's only fleeting, I can't last much longer like this. Is there a new life at the end of
some journey? I'd like to think so.
It's OK John Joe, It's OK It's ok John Jones,
It's OK, It's not the end of the world, cos I think I'm meant to be alone. It's OK John Joe, It's OK It's
ok John Jones, It's OK, It's not the end of the world, cos I think I'm meant to be alone.
1.2.3.4 Oh
yeah!! I'm FREE!
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